Wednesday, July 17, 2013

It's late.
Tired.
Feel like all I do is look at this computer screen these days.
Asking myself:
What is this all for? Where am I going to be headed next?
Is love in the books for me?
I look.
I dream. 
I'm trying to gain steam, but I just feel more and more confused about it every time.

Whatever happened to finding love naturally?
Am I not looking hard enough? Or looking too hard?
Am I cancelling out options that could be? Or has the right guy just not come along at the right time?

I'm happy to be me. I enjoy my independence. I feel comfortable in my own skin, which has taken a lot of time, encouragement, and effort. Yet here I am. An accomplished and educated single woman struggling to find love, struggling to find a companion to share my dreams, stories, and life with.

But I have faith. I trust in the ONE who knows my desires.
So, I continue to Pray. Hope. Dream. Wait.
Because in the end I know it's worth waiting for. 


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